Frankly, I have no idea what my blog is going to be called. Eversince I've moved here from Conversations with Self, it never felt like home. The blog names I came up with so far did not sound right. I used my name as well which did not sound quite the one I had in mind, especially since I stopped writing for nearly two years. Even now that I'm determined to get back on my feet and write again (I wrote nearly 2K words last night, yay!), I still wouldn't use my name (yet) as this blog's title.
I came up with a lot of ideas and they were all absolute rubbish (so I'm not going to share any of them with you). I've been thinking about this feeling of uncertainty and indecisiveness lately...and I'm coming to a conclusion that somehow, maybe, it stems down from "waiting" for something to happen all the time, for something to make it feel right when it feels "not quite there yet" or "not quite right". So, today, I thought, sod that. I'm going to call this blog whatever I want. Of course, of course, I still thought of it for weeks on end, to be honest. I had lists, endless lists, of names, some stupid, some okay, most of them not-okay. But at the end of the day, we have to laugh.
I have quite a few things in store for you in the next few months so this name must do for now. I really cannot afford to lose the word "conversations" but it would be a repetition of my old blog so I thought I'd replace it with "confabulation" instead (Did you just burst out laughing? Ha, me too!). Phew, what a day! Such hard work just to decide on a blog name when all the world seem to be coming to an end (if I disappoint you or make you feel this way in any way, I apologise).
It is a long explanation for a blog name so I must sign off for now.
Happy New Year!